still crushin

i wish he would come over on Monday night RAW and crush my apple...over and over.
Oh Carlito ::hugs action figure::

Cudaboo...lol

Well on our way home from our outing with Erik I stumbled on a very catchy Erinism. I have plenty which you may already know but Erik really brought this one to life. To define Cudaboo its a adjective or nickname to describe a women's happy place. Cudaboo is not intend to be used as a negative word but as a nickname. So after I placed my Erinism into the universe Erik commenced to use it in a sentence and all I have to say is that the car erupted into laughter. So by eight's bequest I have placed my Erinism onto the blog. LOL.


"Hey girl, we've been kicking it for awhile now so when are you going to let me get some of that cudaboo". - Erik Richardson

hayden's got milk...lmao

my 80s movie shame

i loved this movie as a kid (seriously one of my faves, and probably why i'm so effed up now)...and i remember sneaking to rewind the sex scene.
ok, i knew Vanity @ the time, but not Gene Simmons, John Stamos, George Lazenby, and RObert Englund...i'd like to rewatch it now that i recognize all those people...and could recognize what a shit movie "never too young to die" is...
http://www.agonybooth.com/never_too_young/

serendipity

Tried to creep out to WaWa and grab a shorti hoagie...and I turn around and whammo...there's Pacino (of the 'Ville and MySpace fame). We were dressed alike in brown t-shirts and jeans, only I was slumming and looking like crap and he was like...phenomenal...Idunno, he has never been as attractive to me as he was standing in the store smiling looking so low-maint...i love it.
so now i feel all...gee gosh, i guess i'd better reopen the lines of communication.
maybe he just got me on an off-day, where he was especially pheromone-y.


but seriously...just damn. DAMN.

wow...awful timing...

Filmmaker involved in fatal car accident


LOS ANGELES - Oscar-nominated director John Singleton was driving a Lexus SUV when it struck and killed a jaywalker who stepped in front of the car, police said Friday.

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Singleton, 39, immediately stopped his car and waited for police to arrive after the accident Thursday night in the city's Jefferson Park neighborhood, said Officer Jason Lee, a police spokesman.

"Mr. Singleton stopped and identified himself as required by law and was not under the influence of drugs or alcohol," Lee said. "He was questioned and released."

The woman was taken to a hospital where she was pronounced dead Friday morning, Lee said. She was identified as Constance Russell, 57, of Los Angeles.

Other details were not immediately released, and an after-hours call to Singleton's agent was not immediately returned.

Singleton, whose debut film, 1991's "Boyz N The Hood," earned him two Oscar nominations, has also directed "Poetic Justice," "Shaft," and "2 Fast 2 Furious." He was the producer of "Hustle & Flow," "Black Snake Moan" and the just-released "Illegal Tender."

the beautiful struggle...

i love that my university needs PROOF of how poor i am...because on paper, they themselves can't see how a person can exist on my current "income" level. shit...i probably should get out there and sell drugs. i'm feeling this.close to being audited, and i'm like...you know what? go ahead. pain in the ass.

anyway...i'm officially poor and no, i don't have a meth lab in my apartment to supplement my income. it occurs to me that when you have no money, no one gives a shit...governmentally speaking.

also..listening to more pilfered tunes...and i am somewhat bothered by Coldplay being sampled. i don't know why...i guess they are somehow special to me? or maybe it's because the songs that are sampled are no more than 3 years old. sometimes i feel like the hip-hop community has no appreciation for other genres...do they even hear anything outside the instrumentation? are songs broken into 7 second sample loops instantly?

just rambling...that said, i enjoy hip-hop whilst in the confines of my car, not so much when i'm just chillin.

more crankin of dat soulja boy...damn Sam!

Samuel L. Jackson...crankin dat soulja boy on 106th and Park...quelle sad.

Rolling Stone...

zodiac crap

Personality Traits for the Twelve Signs of the Zodiac



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Aries (Mar 21- Apr 19) - is the cardinal/fire sign. Aries people need to keep physically busy. They accomplish many things simply because of their restless energy. They need to learn how to make constructive use of their energetic efforts. The typical Aries urge is to take on more than can be done reasonably well. Though others may find it difficult to keep pace with an Aries, they are attracted to their animation and spirited personality.
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Taurus (Apr 20 - May 20) - is the fixed/earth sign. Taureans stubbornly cling to their own ideas and habits and may fail to take advantage of new ideas or situations, because they cannot see their practical use. They have to understand that while tenacity and a stable temperament yield reward in many endeavors, tolerance and flexibility are the best assets when it comes to personal relationships.
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Gemini (May 21 - Jun 20) - is the mutable/air sign. Using their communicative skills, Geminis adapt to any situation they encounter. However, they must learn to speak with candor instead of simply repeating what others want to hear. Geminis have clever tongues and develop an amazing ability to obscure the facts with stimulating and imaginative chatter.
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Cancer (Jun 21 - July 22)- is the cardinal/water sign. Cancerians get things done through the power of their emotional commitment. Not only do they aggressively work to accomplish the goals inspired by their own feelings, they also know how to appeal to the emotions of others. By making other people feel like family members, Cancerians effectively motivate others to get things done. They have to learn how to reach an emotional balance since they tend to be overly sensitive and moody.
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Leo (Jul 23 - Aug 22) - is the fixed/fire sign. Leos stubbornly cling to their pride. They do not readily alter their opinions or behavior at the request of others. Their stubborn nature makes it hard for them to accept that there is no virtue in giving what they want to give, rather virtue means giving what may be wanted or needed. Neither is there reward in giving misguided loyalty to those who are not worthy of it, which is another possibility with a Leo Sun sign.
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Virgo (Aug 23 -Sep 22) - is the mutable/earth sign. Virgos adapt to different people and situations by finding ways to make themselves useful. To hide their vulnerability, they focus attention on what they're doing rather than who they are. To deflect attention away from themselves, Virgos will also focus on other people by praising their talents and virtues, or by criticizing faulty behavior or personal imperfection.
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Libra (Sep 23 - Oct 22) - is the cardinal/air sign. Librans accomplish things because they intellectually evaluate what needs to be done, then they charm others into cooperating to achieve the goal. By unselfishly sharing the success of accomplishment with those who have assisted them, Librans nurture the cooperative efforts of others. They have to learn how to deal with confrontation. Their fear of hurting others and also of hostile situations can keep them from reaching their goals.
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Scorpio (Oct 23 - Nov 21) - is the fixed/water sign. Scorpios stubbornly cling to emotional attachments. They rarely forget or forgive emotional rejection. They have to learn that jealousy and possessiveness are self-defeating. Rechanneling negative feelings and experiences into constructive activity benefits others, as well as themselves. No other sign has the emotional strength of Scorpio.
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Sagittarius (Nov 22 - Dec 21) - is the mutable/fire sign. Restless energy and the need for personal independence keep a Sagittarian moving in many directions. They become experts at adapting to the culture or climate of their immediate environment. Always ready to travel for business or pleasure (and sometimes because of an overwhelming urge to escape) Sagittarians are all too willing to break free of the confinements of responsibility and work.
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Capricorn (Dec 22 - Jan 19) - is the cardinal/earth sign. Capricorns are natural goal setters. They willingly handle many tasks when it helps them get what they want. Many things are accomplished, because Capricorns always strive to reach higher goals. They need definitive guidelines. Rules and regulations provide the structure they need to establish their own behavioral patterns. They must learn, however, that the end never justifies the means.
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Aquarius (Jan 20 - Feb 18) - is the fixed/air sign. Aquarians are born looking for ideologies to which they can stubbornly cling. They refuse to budge whenever an issue involves what they believe to be a matter of principle. As in the case of the Aquarian Abraham Lincoln, society greatly benefits when these principles are noble.
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Pisces (Feb 19 - Mar 20) - is the mutable/water sign. Pisceans adapt emotionally to their environment. Often painfully shy, they are adept at imitating the mannerisms of other people in order to hide their own personalities. A Piscean can too easily become a victim by identifying with the personality and problems of other people, because this severely restricts the development of their own personality and talent.

whiny mushy moment

was on the phone gabbing late last night...flipped on the telly, and there was Dashboard Confessional aka "the breakup group." chris carrabba and the boys were playing MSG i think, it was definitely NYC. i felt emotional and weepy as DC has gotten me through some rough times with chris' whiny voice and often bitter, emphatic lyrics. it occurred to me that i would love to see them live; the audience singing along was AMAZING.

so kiss me hard cuz this will be the last time that i'll let you,
you will be back someday,
and this awkward kiss that screams of other peoples' lips
will be of service, to keeping you away (to keeping you away)
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well as for now i'm gonna hear the saddest songs
and sit around and wonder how you're making out
but as for me i wish that i was anywhere with anyone--
making out
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ignoring the phone, i'd rather say nothing, i'd rather you never heard my voice, you're calling too late...too late to be gracious, you do not warrant long goodbyes, you're calling too late...you're calling too late...you're calling too late

was just perusing wikipedia and discovered that my middle-school aged celebrity crush, balthazar "balty" getty is expecting his 4th child. sheesh...where'd the years go?

i've always had a thing for billionaire boys...ever since mom accidentally subscribed to W Magazine when i was about 13 years old. lately i've imagined that i would love more than anything to be married to a Mars...of the candy fame . they are ridiculously rich, but a private family...and to me, that's the aspiration...having whatever you want, and having your privacy.

a girl can dream.

dermot mulroney and catherine keener are getting divorced...i never even knew they were married...he's hawt...and i like her acting...too bad.

anyway...Mrs. Mars...ah, well, i love twix

oh, and this is the cutest animal known to man:

Understand once he was a family man
so surely I would never, ever go through it first hand
Emulate all the shit my mother hated
I can't help but demostrate my Freudian fate
My alibi for taking your guy
history repeats itself, it fails to die
and animal agression is my downfall
I don't care 'bout what you got I want it all

It's bricked up in my head, it's shoved under my bed
and I question myself again: what is it 'bout men?
My destructive side has grown a mile wide
and I question myself again: what is it 'bout men?

I'm nurturing, I just wanna do my thing
and I'll take the wrong man as naturally as I sing
and I'll save my tears for uncovering my fears
for behavioural patters that stick over the years

It's bricked up in my head, it's shoved under my bed
and I question myself again: what is it 'bout men?
My destructive side has grown a mile wide
and I question myself again: what is it 'bout men?

the Bourne Ultimatum

deserves the hype. it's a fun film throughout...the plot was much more interesting for me this time than the previous installment. it feels a little 007 at times...but that's not so bad. this is really the one role i think is made for matt damon and i always enjoy him in it.

i also am really taken with the european scenery...i can't get there soon enough!
i really think i would like to spend a year abroad to see how i feel about another part of the world.

serendipity...for Riss-K

as i read your post this song shuffled onto my iTunes:

No More Rain (In This Cloud)

by Angie Stone

No more rain in this cloud
No more rain in this cloud

My sunshine has come
And I'm all cried out
And there's no more rain in this cloud
My sunshine has come
And I'm all cried out
And there's no more rain in this cloud
There's no hiding place
When someone has hurt you
It's written on your face, and it reads
"Broken spirit, lost and confused"
"Empty, scared, used and abused, a fool"
Oh, ain't it funny that the way you feel
Shows on your face (It's written all over your face, yeah)
And the smile you used to wear
Seems a little bit out of place (Tracks of your tears)
People oh, hold on
In time it gets a little better, whoa
So you want to live and to you I shall give
All the space that you requested
Hope you don't live to regret it
So you say you're in your prime
Baby, don't waste your time
Remember my love, it's only a thin line(It's never too late)
Spring has come and winter's gone, my love
But don't look around for me, child
I'll be gone (I'll be gone, gone, gone, gone)
Not afraid because the seasons have changed
I'm gonna count my blessing then just follow the sun
Cuz you see
There's no hiding place
When you're hurting
No, no, noBaby, don't want teardrops
Drying up on my pillow(I used to think the world of you)
Only room for raindrops
Don't belong on my smile(Baby)
And there's no rain in this cloud(There's, there's nothing I would not do)
Baby, don't want teardrops
Drying up on my pillow(You broke me down)
Only room for raindrops
Don't belong on my smile(You broke me way down)
And there's no more rain in this cloud(You you you, baby broke me down)
What goes around, comes around
What goes up, must come down
Things you do, come back to you
Goes around, comes around
What goes up, must come down