getting on task
okay been surfing the web when i should be doing my homework.....not really motivated at this point but lately i haven't been motivated to do anything....maybe because i've been in school since 2005 and in the words of K. Cole..."i just want it to be over".....i have just a few weeks more but trying to tackle a 80 page paper plus a 15-30 presentation is wearing thin on my nerves...*sigh*...i actually just ordered my cap and gown today so i'm a little excited....not sure if you guys can make it but my graduation is Aug. 11th in B-More.....so far the rents, baby sis, xtina and big brother k, and some of my church family are coming down....i'll totally understand if you can't make it since its out of state.....maybe we can party once eight finishes in december make it a co-lab-o.....
anywho i've been thinking about the person-we-will-not speak of lately....found out last week his brother died and i know how close they were.....fought the urge to call but said a prayer for him and his fam...since i'm cool with the nephew and it was his father that passed i texted my condolences....really didn't want to call for you-know-who and the nephew are thick as thieves...didn't want to chance he was with him when i called....not that he would be rude or disrespectful just didn't need any additional drama after we parted ways.....its weird that we're no longer friends for we had some good times when he wasn't being so flippin insecure.....*sigh*....enough of going down memory lane for that ship has sailed in my book though i can't wait for the day he no longer enters my thoughts....well let me get back to work.....TTFN
*~w8ingonablessing~*
posted by Anonymous @ 10:36 PM
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1 Comments:
Just think, soon all the school work will be over and you can relaxe. Just make sure that you give yourself enough time to work, but also take a break so as not to get over-worked or stressed out.
As for He-Whose-Name-We-Shall-Not-Speak, it can be tough when you can't get them out of your head. It's gonna happen though, and the only thing you can do is let it, but not to the point that it is overwhelming and/or detrimental to your current state of life. As for calling about the death, I mean do what you think you should. Like you said, you were friends and I'm sure that even though things have ended, he could probably just need to hear a friendly voice. Besides, if you don't, then you might spend time still thinking about whether you should or not, and that will take up more of your energy.
Keeo smiling, E! Things can only get better from here!
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